Saturday, July 21, 2007

A Different Kind of Teaching

Today at Shabbat morning services in ha makom shalom, the place of peace which serves as our outdoor amphitheatre and sanctuary, I did a very different kind of teaching for the first time in my life. Instead of revealing the secrets of the numerator and its downstairs neighbor the denominator, instead of presenting the finer points of the Nifty Fifty, I stood up in front of more than 300 people including our camp's Board of Directors who are here for the weekend visiting and I taught from the Torah.

I had campers and adults alike come up to do a role play (only one of whom was a plant and the rest of whom were actual uncoached volunteers), I spoke in English and in Hebrew, I connected the lives and events and experiences of Moses and the Israelites to those of us in modern times, in this community. I was wholeheartedly confident and I was nauseatingly terrified. I am actually not even totally sure, despite my diligently-prepared notecards and numerous rehearsals everywhere from the shower to the breakfast line, what I said but I do know that afterwards someone came up to me and offered the following feedback:
"Thank you for your teaching this morning-I love the ways you make Judaism make sense to me. I usually hate the Jewish parts of camp but this summer and I know now that before none of it ever was anything I could understand or relate to. This year I am shocked by how much I like all of it and I think a big part of it is what and how you teach because for the first time I can see how this is really more than the strict, boring religion that was shoved down my throat as a kid. Now I can see that Judaism is really a living thing, and I am part of it and it is part of me."
Not that learning about the numerator and denominator isn't important, but wow. I am sure this person's perceptions are much more the result of their own insight and openness than of my teaching but hearing that anything I did facilitated a new and different understanding such as this one is both motivating and humbling.

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